Here Am I All of me, take my life its all for Thee.

Tuesday, July 12th.

First full day of Junior camp. I'm a CA this week, so I will be physically, mentally and emotionally streched. So far, having a killer sunburn and a high-energy camper does not mix. I am also working with a former JCL partner, who bonding with has been challenging, bonding with everyone has really.

Last night, I shared my testimony with the girls, I never thought mine was important. I mean, its not like I was addicted to drugs or something and completly turned away, I was 7..I was good, nothing drastic happened. But sharing my testimony was harder than I thought it would be. All of the bitterness and hardship I went through at one time, all of the wrong I had done. The opportunites I missed. I think about the life I could be living right now if I had embraced the grace of God so much earlier than now.

Dear God,

My heart is hurting. As my life starts, help me to trust and obey you beyond question.

If my life is just for me then it is no life at all. Thank you for breaking me. For showing me there is no one but You.

Give me strength this week to pour out and OVERFLOWinto these girls. Help me to love like You do, to see with Your eyes.

Show me if my decisions are right.

I know nothing, I have no one.

Amen <3