Friday, July 20, 2012

You is kind. You is smart.You is important.

Do you ever find that hard to believe? You are worth it. Sometimes, I find myself forgetting. Thinking "Im just an ordinary part of an ordinary life." Recently I'd forgotten. Feeling less and less important. More and more insignificant, and not because of anything inprticular, more like a thousand little things, wrapped up and combined with the messiness of life. Yes, messiness. Because thats the only word that describes it.
So then I got to thinking and to praying.
What does God think about me?
How does he feel when His "masterpiece" devalues herself? Does His heart break for those who do not love themselves? I think it does.
I keep thinking about myself and thethings Im doing. Honestly, thats why its taken me so long to write.
I just cant come up with anything worth saying. I have a hard time believing that my words matter.
Do they? Does what we say make a difference?
I believe it can. If you are talented. I youre eloquent. If you're charasmatic.
Im not so sure about me yet.
Love&Rockets
Aggie