Tuesday, January 11, 2011

"Even on my weakest Days, I get a little bit stronger.."

God is good and I am happy
God is good and I am happy
God is good and I am happy
God is good and I am happy
God is good and I am happy
God is good and I am happy
God is good and I am happy
God is good and I am happy
God is good and I am happy
God is good and I am happy
God is good and I am happy 

...I just wish it was easy.....
This is tearing me apart... and I dont know what to do, so I'll sing to God and I'll pray to God
And I'll read my Bible and I'll talk to God.
And I'll see His goodness and I'll try to be happy.
No,No. I AM happy!!
I'm not TRYING, I AM!
I AM I AM I AM!!
Because I know that what is happening to me is God's will.
That doesnt mean I agree with it, believe me, if there was ANY other way to do this
I would.
I hatehatehate having to go through this but it is my own weakness that causes this pain.
And as the song says;
"I will worship while Im  waiting
I will praise you while Im waiting.."
Love&Rockets
Aggie


Sunday, January 2, 2011

2011. New year, New start, New heart.

It is 2011; officially. And yes, I decided to be lame and write out my goals for the year. I am not usually one for resolutions because I associate "resolutions" with conformity, and failure. Everyone makes up a resolution but 99.9% of the time they fail at keeping those resolutions. "Resolutions" for me are goals you keep through February, until the hype of the New Year dies down.
So I dont have "resolutions." I have "goals", I have goals because I know I will fail, I know I'll have trouble with most of these goals. I know that these goals are going to be hard and take a certain submission I have not experienced in my life ever before. These goals are going to take change. And Im not sure if Im ready for that but I know that I need to be and hopefully by this time next year I will look back and see my life in a new way.

My Goals for 2011:
  • begin to see people through Jesus's eyes
  • put others before myself
  • learn at least 20 things in Scripture
  • make a heavenly impact on my friends
  • be a living testimony of my Lord and Savior
  • surround myself with Godly people.
  • begin to mentor children
  • start to see the positive side in all things.
  • live intentionally for God, everyday
  • to make my faith known
  • To share Christ with whoever I can
  • To go on a short term missions trip
  • To Love with no excuses <3
  • To be the girl God asked me to be
  • To "use my powers for good and not evil" ;) (Kristin Sausser)
Love&Rockets
Aggie